| | long time no see, do you really have the time to read this? if you do, go ahead, no one is stopping you
my life has been real busy lately, lots of interesting things happened. I am going to Cal State Fullerton for a Business Major concentrating on management. Still going to Harvest Youth Ministry and getting more involved in activity plannings. I also found a job as an office assitant at a Farmer's Local Agency, Steven Lee's Insurance near Las Tunas and San Gabriel. Trying to get myself financially independent. Even though I'm still living at home, trying to get my car insurance and everything else paid by me. Saving up some money so that when i do graduate from Fullerton, I can buy myself another car. Suprisingly, I am planning to stay like this for a few years or at least 2 years. Insurance company pays pretty well. The only problems is that my shifts are until 6 pm. That means my time with friends are cut drastically. I'm a friend oriented person. Still don't know how that will effect me. I begin to miss the summer times already and it's only October. I guess a little time away from my friends isn't a bad thing. There's good and bad to it. of course the bad thing is that i can't hang out with them anymore. The good thing is though i can save up a pretty big amount of money and also saves me some heartaches.
I miss high school. College seems boring. Just going to class and doing hw and going to work and go home and rest. I barely have time to rest now. truthfully i don't get settled until about 7:30pm every weekday. then i need to start on my homework, studying and trying to get some sleep in as well. Weekends are just crazier. Like before, I still hope for the weekend, but i used to hope to rest int he weekends. Now i hope to see my friends and rest at the same time. Working from 9-1pm on saturdays, then there's church worship practice. Sat afternoon/night is the only time to hang out w/ friends, dat's if THEY are free. and then sunday morning i gotta get up at like 7:30 to go pick up ppl for church cause we have hw help at 9. don't know how long i can keep this up. I asked my friends WHAT I SHOULD DO IF I'M TIRED they all said should just take a time out, stop for a second and rest. But the world doesn't wait on me. I guess i'll just have to wait till i'm really tired and finally brake down for one weekend or something.
I realize that it's hard to be there for everyone. Sometimes you just gotta let them do things on their own. Of course i'm still learning. God even taught me a big lesson last night. I'm begging to think though that life is boring. I really don't want my life to just settle like this. That's why i'm not just gonna sit around and hang out.
that's it for now...we'll hope and work for the best!
Blessings
Panda
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| | Posted 10/17/2007 12:12 PM - 12 Views - 4 eProps - 2 comments
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